Outside of the fact that I am single and very dissapointed in that fact, today was a good day.
I was promoted to the rank of First Sergeant. It’s a great day to serve our nation.
Stag again
So the new lady friend and I spoke as I mentioned. She let me know she is interested in slow and I agreed that slow is good. However, i don’t think she has time for me in her life. Now this is a change for me. I am normally the booked up guy. In the past few years, however I have grown up both at work and at home and I can create more flexibility in my life as needed. I am getting ready to go out of town on business for a few weeks and I return just prior to a formal engagement for my organization. I love these things. I enjoy getting dressed up, going out and socializing. This year looks like it will be my second year in a row where I will find myself alone, no date…. I hate it. It is things like this that make me dislike my life. Generally everyone will have a date. Hell, all my peers have wives that will escort them. I do not want to sit alone again………
What the hell is wrong with me anyway? I am secure. I am stable (mostly). I have set myself up financially. I have saved a small fortune towards my goals and retirement. I am a gentleman in all respects. Once I get to know someone and see that we care for one another, I do absolutely everything I can for them, especially the little things. I don’t come on too strong though. I am pretty relaxed. I am not demanding or self centered. What is it, someone tell me? I hear all the time, “you just haven’t found the right woman yet.” I hate that. Everywoman I meet spends the first few dates asking me, “why aren’t you married yet” or telling me that I am a good guy. Hell, everyone tells me I’m a good guy. So, why then am I fast approaching 31years old with nothing of a relationship to show for it? Why?
