Another long weekend

Thankfully the threat of a hurricane making landfall near here, which it isn’t, scared my employer into giving us the day off tomorrow. So, this week of production was nearly 100% wasted on preparing for a storm that isn’t and never really had a chance of actually hitting here. It is however, heading towards my hometown a few hours north of here. Again I am thankful that it is a very weak storm.

So, I have been going pretty hard on myself attempting to get into better shape. I had some comment last time I mentioned this, “that I already was in shape.” Yes I exercise a lot and I am in better shape then most people, but it isn’t quite good enough. With my job it is best that I stay in the best shape possible. I have to be able to keep up with a lot of young Soldiers and it is always a challenge. After that long and useless lead in I’ll tell you what, I am dying right now. Yesterday I ran just over 4 miles in my body armor after a night of little to no sleep. It put a hurtin’ on my body. At first it was mostly my hips, but that has subsided and now it’s focused mainly on my chins. I swam for an hour this morning and I believe that I have given myself a sinus infection. We do situps on the side of the pool and it fills our sinus cavieties up with water (It has a purpose that I wont go into here.) Anyway I think I didn’t exhale properly on one of them and now I shall pay for it over the next few days. In the end I will probably run a few miles this weekend just to keep everything going and to keep the chemicals flowing.

I have a huge issue I want to talk about, but I think it deserves it’s own post.

Published in:  on September 4, 2008 at 9:52 PM Comments (4)
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Day 4 Million

OK, this broke up over my break up sh-t has to stop. It is killin’ me. This morning I was running my 2nd mile of 4 and I was just overwelmed by thoughts. I had this raging desire to call her right that second. It made my stomach turn and I was almost forced to stop and throw-up. I didn’t thank god and was able to finish the run at a good hard pace. Surprisingly enough i ran the 2nd set of two miles at the fastest pace I have ran in a while. I’m gonna start pushing my body harder. I have to focus on something. I might try to jump overseas and do what I do. At least it will get me away from this place and these damn thoughts. Tonight hasn’t been too terribly upsetting. I’ve played around here waiting for bedtime to come around. I need a wife / friend.

Published in:  on July 22, 2008 at 1:23 AM Comments (2)
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