This week, although short, has been just as much of a pain in the butt as weeks past. This job officially sucks. Today I finally got some details though. They are intentionally making this painful to make my future boss grow a pair… ARGH!!!! My job isn’t to babysit people who own me!
On a much better note, my third grade crush has decided to come visit me this weekend. I am very, very pleased with her decision!
I was very, very tired so I allowed myself to drift off to sleep on the couch. I woke up about 1130 and moved to the bed. My lady friend called, about 1215. Nothing but bad news there. I asked her to give it to me straight and ofcourse I am not the only guy in her life. Which figures that a woman like that is juggling a bunch of men. I will probably move on. She also finally came clean about going to the formal with me… This is the best part. She may go with someone else! How embarassing! If I don’t have a date, which I won’t because i will spend most of the next month out of town. I have decided I just wont go. Which depresses me terribly bad. I really enjoy those events, but alone just isn’t cutting it anymore. My motivation levels have just bottomed out. So here it is a little after 2am and I cant seem to get comfortable. I have alot on my mind, women, work and more work. I don’t feel so good…… I think I am going to stand in the shower for a minute. Work is only two and a half hours away.
I titled this after the first line of a popular cadance sung by military men everywhere. It does describe what time I woke up this morning. I tried to get back to sleep and did suceed in 15 minute intervals. Nikki just pained me…..
So, as you’ve read I came to NC to pass the weekend not sitting in my house depressed. However, I have found my depression increasing even though I’m here. I’ve tried to keep myself busy. I went to the beach yesterday. Followed by the mall and then over to a good friends house for a little while. My mind just has it out for me. I’ve gotta find someone to pal around with in Savannah when I return tomorrow or its not going to be a good week. I miss me.
