Today is Wednesday

So I have been off work for just over one week now. I have gotten very little of what I wanted to do accomplished. I have worked in my yard quite a bit. I have been removing stumps from my property. This has proved to be some very hard work. I find that I enjoy hard work. I enjoy being in the yard. So in the end I enjoy getting the stumps up. The people who owned this home before me did not believe in having a yard. So, it had no grass and was in very, very bad condition. I removed most of the debris when I purchased it a few years ago. However, while it was rented out I didn’t get much time to progress the yard. I have lived here now for about one year. Finally all my hard work is paying off.

I have reactivated my internet dating profiles… I think I am ready for it. sigh…… I have one on yahoo and one on match. Already I am getting responses, but I just never know… I want someone in my life. The next few days will all be indoors because of the storm pushing rain onto Savannah The boredum will set in. Maybe I’ll just go back to work tomorrow or Friday.

Sunday Boredum

So, i wake up this morning in this bored state. I do mean as soon as my eyes opened I felt un-entertained. I thought I was gonna go to the beach, but never found anyone who wanted to join me,so I gave up on the idea. So I milled around, thought about and got ready to go watch a movie. Got in the car and changed my mind. I went to Barnes and Noble, read the paper and drank a $5 cup o’ joe. Then decided to do a little shoppin’. I didn’t go crazy but spent 100-150 buckaroos in various stores, mostly on shirts. I have been wanting to shop a little more for some new living room furniture, so off to Havertys I went. Now I had already done quite a bit of homework. I had some styles they carried written down. I shopped their store online about two weeks ago. So, I went in to look and walked out 3000 $$$ poorer. But I think I will be happy with it. The picture is the furniture plus another chair, but i went a different center piece and didn’t buy any end tables yet. The things you do to refresh your life after heartbreak. Now I am home and I’m gonna sit on my tail till work tomorrow.

Overdue

It has been a few moments since my last post. Life is impoving but I am not there yet. I am still pretty much down in the dumps over “the break-up” that happened 5 weeks ago. Work has been busy, yet very unfulfilling. I have been to the beach and relaxed a few times during the past few weekends and that will most likely be the one thing I do outside of my house tomorrow. I really enjoy relaxing on the beach.

Nikki has continued to cause pain and suffering in my world. She hasn’t ben bothering (calling or anything), I just cannot seem to remove her from my heart and mind. I have been hanging out with a couple of my girl-friends lately. They have been trying to pull me up from this and they are doing a fair job. I’m a hard nut to crack. They ofcourse dislike the thought of nikki and would probably prefer that she die in some horible motor vehicle crash thi evening. On the other hand, here I stand wanting nothing more then to have her back, but at the same time pretty sure I wouldn’t take her back if she tried. Everywhere I go I fear seeing her. Moved on and happy with someone else… I re-opened my yahoo personals page and no sooner then I had done so she checked up on me there. Even in her profile it mentions moving on. ARGH!!!

Work has sucked more then it ever has lately. I have let my bosses know tat I would like to move on to another assignment after the promotion board results are released sometime later next month. Whether i get promoted or not I imagine it will be at least 6 months before I get anywhere new. And that ofcourse is by the fastest means possible.

Well, I am going to lay around the house for the rest of the evening. I worked half the day away today at the office. Now I am tired, bored and lazy. Three things that make up the most terrible combination. Nite—K