Women

So, i have dated a wide variety of women during the past few years that have encompassed my entire adult life. I have dated single, married, divorced, widowed and just about any other combination of those. I have dated white, black, tan, yellow and just about any color combination two humans can produce. I have dated wealthy, very wealthy, dirt poor and just your plain ol’ average middle class. You could say I have dated end to end across the broad spectrum of women. Few were even close to what I saw myself needing. Some were exactly what I did not want or need. But they wanted me and at the time it sounded much better then being lonely. As  look back on my life, however, i feel like I have been alone a lot more then not. Even with the literally 100s of women i have dated, i still feel and have felt very alone. I have been advised by the successful and the broken-hearted and niether have provided me with any insight I didn’t already know. I have a lot more on my mind concerning this, but just don’t know how to display it. For now I will call it a night.