Well i was scheduled to head up and over to Seattle yesterday, but ended up having to cancel. I had a few issues i had to take care of here. Last Friday I officially turned down both of the positions i was being offered here. So if I get selected for promotion next month I will have to be reassigned to another post. Thats what I want anyway, I want change. I have been assigned here probably a little too long. At this point I don’t care where I end up…..
Nikki has still been on my mind, but it’s improving. I just throw away everything I find that was hers or anything of mine that may bring back painful happy memories. Slowly but surely I am coming around. I think I will begin dating again soon. I will probably end up taking all my pain and suffering out on some woman somtime. Who, by the way, won’t deserve it.
Maybe you need to take some time off from dating so you don’t take out old Nikki-baggage on them.
How long have you been in GA now? Seems like you’re due some change.
I have been here for all but 2 and half of the last 12 years.