Well i was scheduled to head up and over to Seattle yesterday, but ended up having to cancel. I had a few issues i had to take care of here. Last Friday I officially turned down both of the positions i was being offered here. So if I get selected for promotion next month I will have to be reassigned to another post. Thats what I want anyway, I want change. I have been assigned here probably a little too long. At this point I don’t care where I end up…..
Nikki has still been on my mind, but it’s improving. I just throw away everything I find that was hers or anything of mine that may bring back painful happy memories. Slowly but surely I am coming around. I think I will begin dating again soon. I will probably end up taking all my pain and suffering out on some woman somtime. Who, by the way, won’t deserve it.
